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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
  conversation w/ Mr. X on dinner with fishOctober 03, 2003 6:40 p.m. Related Reading He's a conversation I had with Mr. X. ...oh yeah...after BeerTrek the other night his friend Fish/Fat/Fatch and I grabbed a bite to eat at Steak-n-shake. I'm thinking about going to see the White Stripes sometime in Nov. with him. I am in NO WAY attracted to him. ...He's okay...and part of why I caught the bite with him was to get to know him a bit better (which I really didn't) and he was there. I found it interesting about how Mr. X just asked me about the situation right out of the blue. Could that mean something!?!?!? I know I'm so lame. Ugh!! it's so weird!!!! ...my being attracted to him! (this is just a snippet at the end of the conversation) Mr. X: btw, I find it hard to get a moment to myself these days, lol Mr. X: so how was dinner with Fatch the other night? mysstayken: alright....I talked alot. Mr. X: haha Mr. X: was he trying to flirt w/ u? mysstayken: I'm kinda worried he was. Mr. X: he was mysstayken: awww Mr. X: was it his idea to go eat? mysstayken: um....actually I think it was mine....I was hungry and not in the mood to go home yet. Mr. X: ok mysstayken: Well....I hope he wasn't thinking it was more than it was....cause then I'll feel bad. Mr. X: haha Mr. X: the only way to deal w/ Fish is to ignore him mysstayken: what do you mean? Mr. X: oh, he's just a pain in the ass Mr. X: anyway, I gotta run mysstayken: Okay....have fun. mysstayken: Wait mysstayken: so what be plan for tomorrow...just so I know Mr. X: Looks like we're gonna be at Jakes by 8:30 Mr. X: U want me to call U when I get home? mysstayken: okay....who all Will be there so I know who to look for if you're not around yet? mysstayken: Or you could do that. Mr. X: I'll make a note mysstayken: are you planning on walking there? Mr. X: but if I don't call you by 8:30, just head on over, yes walking, and look for Fish, Phil, and Travis mysstayken: okay.....because I like the walking idea....just because it's not driving if you get my drift...I'm sure you do. Mr. X: hell yeah Mr. X: ok, I gotta go get Travis, I said I'd pick him up ten minutes ago |
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