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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
| Edgy. (Edward and Maggie .....and Coffee too!) September 20, 2006 1:35 a.m. Related Reading My Original Review of Secretary The Offical Illusionist site  Today was the first real fall like day we have had. Cool, cloudy rainy days are perfect for NIN. And of course such a day must always start with coffee. Becky and I have discovered the best coffee. It is actually an organic fair trade coffee found at Target of all places. Now fair trade coffees are a bit more, but I am fine with paying an extra dollar if it means that the people growing it actually get paid what they are worth.
The beans are black and oily, ...they are so sexy!
And it makes an opressively strong cup.
mmmm so hot, the perfect way to start the day! It was also a good time to see a moody Edward Norton film, The Illusionist. Honestly, the man is a god among insects. ...the esay, and grace of his performance was amazing. I could tell that everyone in there was acting,.....and he just was. And the Sex scene? So fucking hot! That man has a quiet way about him....but the way the was direct and agressive with her? So fucking hot. He looks her in the eye, stops her advance, and pushes her back against the wall! Made my submissive heart just go pitter pat, and intensified my Ed Norton Crush. He seriously needs to make a film with Maggie Gyllenhaal. That would be orgasmic. And regarding Maggie, I finally got around to getting the issue of Marie Clarie with her on the cover. I didn't want it's shelf life to expire without getting it,..because I would really regret that. I haven't had a chance to read it yet. ...but she is so awesome, and so sexy. Quite possibly my number one girl crush. The image of lovely Maggie, and dominant Ed put me in the mood to watch Secretary. ..I think my most favorite film ever. The more I watch it the more layers I find, it is just so brillant. It so perfectly illustrates the real and deep emotions behind BDSM. I've been having this intense desire lately to be really forcibly dominated, so much so that the first spanking scene made me wet. But, this submissive must way for another day for that kind of thing. |
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