nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

collections filled with the wrong movies.
August 02, 2004 11:57 p.m.


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I'm leaving the below entry attacked to this because I would like someones advice or opinion on that situation. ...Actually that situation combined with the previous ones.....as well as all the Jeff ones I guess. Yes people, tell me why they are mind fucking me, or atleast tell me what to do. ...I mean, I think Don's intentions are purely innocent, I can see the guys point of view on the situation, I mean maybe I've done such a good job acting like I'm over Jeff that they honestly think I am. ...I dunno I can't help but think he might be using my coming over as a fishing expedition for information regarding Jeff, or maybe Don is starting to get a thing for me (I hope not). I mean, it could be entirely innocent. He could just be lonely and bored and want someone to hang out with while Jeff's gone, especially since most of their good friends moved away. ...and he just doesn't realize I'm home just not ready to handle being in Jeff's house.

anyway, that's not the point of this entry. the point of this entry is to rant about movie dorks.

to modify a line from Good Will Hunting, People surround themselves with movies, but they are the wrong fuckin' movies.

I mean, I have a fairly well stocked collection. it is well rounded and I can pretty much defend all of them.

I hate when I see peoples collections and they are horrible. B and C since the work for columbia house can go to the employee/family store and get dvds for $7. Alot of times they will get bad ones because, "it's only $7". But the thing is I go over there and if I have to pick a movie out I find myself hunting though there insane collection and only finding a handful of good things.

First off the series they have are horrible.

CSI is a shitting show. Don't believe the hype. It is totaly cliche AND more importently It's a Cheesy X-Files Rip off! I hate when I say that and people are like, but it has nothing to do with aliens. ...XF is a show about investigation....in which is often a Crime Scene....AND Scully usually has to Autopsy a body.

Also, never Got into ER. Actually, I hate it, and George Clooney. He is only okay in One Fine Day and Ocean's Eleven. and I perfered Chicago Hope.

Plus they have every freaking season of Friends. I mean really how many friends eps do you need to own?

They also have several seasons of the Sopranos and they don't even watch them.

Plus, on a whole...most of their movie choices are bad. I can't tell you what they are because I don't like them. All I know is that on a whole they are okay to lame to horrible movies that I've only needed to see once. Alot of times they'll buy movies sight un seen and hate them....that or they just don't watch them and keep buying more.

My friend Mike has about the same amount of movies I have, I think, but all his choices are either bad or bandwagon choices.

It's not how many movies you have, but whether or not they are any good.

I have lots of movies in my collection that alot of people I know haven't seen, and when they come over I'll pull one of those off, and they will be surprised by how much they like them.

For example the first night Carrie and I hung out I brought her over to watch Secretary. And I keep showing her things, Like Big Fish, or Playing By Heart, that was a recent one.

Last night I watched Following with Aric and he enjoyed it.

I also have alot of movies other people haven't seen because they think they will be bad, like 40 days and 40 nights or Josie and the Pussycats. I showed that one to Aric one night and he couldn't believe what a great satire it is! Actually, he liked both of those!

It's not the size that counts, it's how you use it! (Yes Raven, but you can't get to England in a Row Boat. .......that's true, but tighter almost always better.)


email from Don
August 02, 2004 7:01 p.m.


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Okay, so I just got an email from Jeff's housemate.

I am open to all opinions and advice.

Raven

I survived, hopefully you did as well. I did not even feel bad on Saturday morning. I have still not decided if I am planning on doing that again, or if it was a one time thing. I did have a really good time, except the pull from the crown, and I could see having fun doing it again. However, I am sure that making it a habit is not what I am looking for.

I hope you had a pleasurable weekend. I would attach my phone number here in case you wanted to call me, but I don't have one at the new place yet. Jeff's brother is getting married this coming weekend in Tenn. I will probably be just sitting around the house alone evenings this weekend, if you are not doing anything let me know. Maybe we could rent a movie or something. I hear that you know lots about which movies are good or bad.

I should really get home and unpack some stuff. Hopefully I will hear from you soon.

:)

Don




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