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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 Psst, didn't you know, you can only have an online Diary if you are deep and insightful?January 11, 2002 1:27 a.m. Related Reading So I just read this Entry and I have to say this person is a diary sob. "Are you writing to entertain, or do you have deep insights. If not Why do you even ahve an online diary". Why? I'll tell you, because I have more thoughts than just 'signficant insights". My diary is mine. It is a place for me to write about what I want to. If I want to be pathetic and whine and pine over T,...that is my business. In fact, the reason I write that is to release those feels somewhere other than my close friends who I'm sure are tired of hearing it. That's why I have a diary! If I want to bitch about stupid people, that's my parogotive. If I choose to analyze the difference between Geeky Art Dorks and Stuck-up Jock posers....I will! See, I have random thought's like that all the time,....and I need something to get them out of my head. that doesn't mean they are deep and signficant, but they are in a way, and the just amuse me, That is why I have an online diary. It's pretty and organized, and right and my figure tips. |
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