nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

boys, boobs, and politics, Damn the man
June 29, 2002 12:40 a.m.


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Okay, so the main purpose of this entry is that I'm am tired of having stupid girl enteries up on my diary all the time.

I mean, granted I am a stupid girl, and I want to log all my stupid girl feelings and activities so I can look back and mock myself in the future (I mean come ON the way I've been behaving I need the self humiliation that comes from deleting stupid girl entries and wondering what the hell I was thinking.(remember M? remember theinternetboy?)

Anyway, I watched 13 Ghosts with some friends tonight, and then afterwards, they turned off the tv and the news was on.

This is the most liberal couple I know. ..the chick who puts her boobs one Bri's head and her man..... They are both conspiracy theroiests, (damn the man, save the empire, or better yet move to canada till Gdub is out of the whitehouse).

Now because of my wonderful ceramics class keeping be busy, and my lack of cable, I was entirely unaware of the the whole pledge of allegence thing. ...Thus you can imagine what they were talking about. It was quite fasinating as well as imformative. I mean, I know because of 9-11 this is going to sound bad, but the idea of the pledge of allegance is a horrible concept. It's something we grow up doing, something we learn to recite, and then just do it out of habit without realizing it is that we are saying.

I pledge Allegance to the Flag, of The United States of America, And to the Republic for which it stands, one nation, Under God, Indivisable, with Liberty and Justice for all.

Next time you say it fully understand what it is you are saying. Now I'm not saying I disagree, but we are taught to blindly accept these things and say them but really we are saying.

Anyway, I'm too tired to make the point I was wanting, plus again, I wanted to do was put up an nonpathetic girl entry.

Nightnight


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