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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 Coffee and DessertMay 17, 2005 11:15 p.m. Related Reading So I went over to steal some more dinner from the parents tonight....this time yummy chinese take out....which I plan to eat more of very soon. And afterwards I was telling my parents about this coffee house in town has these absolutely fantastic, decadent desserts! And my father as a vice for rich chocolate desserts. So after dinner I suggested we go get dessert. Now...the coffee at this place is shit....but the lady who makes the pastries is a goddess! My dad opted for the Triple Chocolate Tart...which he was impressed by...and I went for the strawberries and cream cupcake. ..and instead of getting our dessert to go...we decided to stay and eat it there. So..as a means to make conversation I started telling him how Becky and I watched Hotel Rwanda last night...and how powerful it was...and what it was about... And we started talking about poltics and evolution, and the role of power in society....the idea of how we have become 'civilized" which means we have "Civilized" Ideals. ...but we as primial creatures have not physically evolved to our civilized ideals...this is why we hate each other, and kill one another....why we must hold power over someone else. We had a very long, heated conversation about how upset we are with the "Christian" Right...and all of this nonsense....it was great because we were in complete agreement. But, it was great because I felt like we finally connected. Not me telling him about a book and him pretending to pay attention...and then the latter...not him ranting about politics on his own....but rather the 2 of us, out for coffee...yummy dessert and great coversation. It was alot of fun. Really....I want to have a better relationship with him...Maybe we should establish a pattern...maybe one night each week we should go out for dessert. ..but I don't really know how to bring that up to him. ...I guess just come out and say it. Say, "D, I had a lot of fun getting coffee and dessert with you...would you like to make it a reoccuring thing?". why is that so hard? |
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