nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Club Raven
May 04, 2004 7:27 p.m.


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okay, be warned, this is a seriously lame entry (and not at all meant as a pecking order.)

Diaryland has some seriously interesting people! I have this mental image of a large appartment complex....somewhat similar to a dorm. ..And it is Diaryland....And every floor is a gather group with similar interests. ....Like the way-to-tiny-bopper-girls live on the first floor....and then somewhere around 8 or 9 (not at all corralated with the fact that I lived on the 9th floor with good friends...and the rest of my friends lived on the 8th) would be everyone on my buddylist. ..Well...maybe not everyone simply because, as much as I love them, I couldn't imagine Craig living next to Leslie Irene. ~smile~ this isn't about playing favorites, merely establishing the perfect communal living experience. I can really see all these people getting together and hanging out! Big movie Gatherings would be fantastic!

But it would be so Awesome. I would totally want to live next to (as if it isn't obvious) Flnangel. I mean...I could thinking of some random thing and just run next door and tell her! (and she'd be more than welcome to do the same) We would definately have to have BeerTrek every week and of course make Target runs together! Oh...and of course Sex and the City Marathons.

And across the hall would have to be Fumbing Lust. It would be great to see her in casual passing and make pointless conversation.

And Craig would have to live on the other side of me because it would be great to see him coming and going from work everyday grumbling about lawyers...and of course I would Have to live close enough that whenever he found something bizarre and flash he could yell and I could go scampering over.

Half Devoured would have to live across the hall and down a ways. He's so cool and mysterious and intersting that he would just have to live that far from me. Plus, he's so cool that my peculiar antics would certainly be annoying.

I think Sharp Wits would have to live next to Craig. I think they would some how become the Fred and George of the floor.

Sugar Babylon would have to live next to Flnangel. Not quite sure....it just seems right...and I can really see her and I getting together and going and getting coffee and ranting about various things.

Progressive would be our oober-Christian recluse...somewhere on the floor ...who everyone tried to corrupt.

And Hedgehoggy would have to be there somewhere too. ...I can just picture some encounter....say waiting for the elevader...I would of course have preconceived notion that he's just this beefy jock and I'm sure him thinking I'm this spacey, loud, art dork heroine addict and then we start to make random conversation, say about movies and realize we had alot in common and had really misjudged one another.

Coffeeadikt would be there...but we'd never see him. yeah...he'd live up by Craig and Sharp wits.

Yea! that would be so fun!!! So much more exciting then my little world right now, is it a wonder I've been hanging around this place for so long? I couldn't imagine myself being one of those people who abandons their diary after awhile. ...Even when I lack things to say....I think of something...and I really just love the diarylanders!. It makes me so sad with people move out or go missing...like Warm Place, I really miss her. and Wicked-Idea

Ya know...this is what diaryrings really should be! Communities of people with similar interest and sense humor, because honestly how many NIN fans do I get along with? And clicking the next or the random button will just take you to another friend on the floor! If I had a gold membership (which I really do intend to eventually buy) along with my Graham Hancock diaryring...I would make a Raven Community ring. Okay okay...I know that's lame! but it would be so cute and fun and make me really happy! And it would be everyone I read, and everyone who reads them and randomly going though the ring would be like mingling at the coolest party in the world!!!!!!!

Okay, maybe I've gotten a bit carried away, but it would still be cool.




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