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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 Invited to another Wabash Party?November 10, 2003 10:40 p.m. Related Reading Okay Okay, I know I know...enough with the Jeff bullshit. but ugh. the mind fucking continues. I got included in a mass mail today (sent out to that group) Inviting me to a party with them all on the 21st. Jeff was included in the mass mail. Ugh why they hell do they keep doing this to me? I'm too good to let him off the hook so easy. He needs to make an attempt Not his friends (if that's what it is they're doing). He needs to grow a pair....I deserve nothing less. But the thing is I miss all those people! I mean...I met Jeff because I wanted to hang out with that group....he was just along for the ride. So why should I lose that group of friends because he's an asshole and saw them first? I might not have known them as long has he has....but I've know them a signficant about of time. (the B of that group and Jeff grew up togeher). |
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