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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
| Chillin' for hours. June 25, 2002 1:09 a.m. Related Reading so I spent from 1:30pm - 8:00pm with my friend Erika. I KNOW! ISN'T THAT INSANE? Really I've known her since last fall, and we've talked in class before but we've never really chilled until today. It was great. She did most of the talking. I got basicly her life history from middle school to now. Drugs, sex, and raves baby. She's really cool, we have a similar sense of humor,...Which is good, because not many people do....even my good friends don't share it entirely. I showed her the Playgirl one of my gay friends gave me. We mocked it openly. We mocked the large (OUCH) and the small. At one point we were talking about books and she asks me if I like mystery/suspense. and I told her that I hadn't read much of it. And she said she was make reference to everything, not just books, so I asked her to give me and example...and she says David Lynch. Well, I then go over to my movie shelf and pull out my Mullholland Drive dvd and hand it to her, and she' hadn't heard of it! ..so she borrowed it. But.. we were talking about some of his older movies (ones I haven't seen but want to) and she has the first season of Twin Peaks on dvd, which I want to see,...so someday when her boyfriend is away (he hates DL) we will use his dvd player and have a david-lynch-fest! yea! I should call up Clark Kent and ask him to join. (--still considering calling T, only it has gone in to strong consideration. I'm going to talk to Bri's housemate tomorrow (I was going to do it today, you just read where my day went) to get a male prospective, because everyone I have asked has been female. But honestly....what's he going to do? Not talk to me for 9 more months? Forget regret or life is your's to miss......no day but today.) |
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