I blew up at her about 2 hours again because I was just sick of her attitude, and I'm come on line and I read her current away message.

"Had a blow out with a friend: miscommunications, and we were both in the wrong. I'm at work, calming my nerves and waiting for B to get back."

and that makes me feel alittle better because she admits that she was wrong. But the thing is, I WAS NOT IN THE WRONG!

It all pertains to the fact that I need to get B's stuff out of my basement. I was told that they would be coming today to make sure it was removed or else they would do it.

I spent Weds. night and all yesterday trying to get a hold of a truck. I finally ended up having to make a deposit on a U-haul for today. Now, like I said, they were coming TODAY to make sure it was gone, so I wanted to get the stuff out around 10am after my class. I told C this last night. So, when I went over to her place last night to watch Big Brother (which wasn't on because of football, bastards) I kept reminding her that we need to call R, and she just kept ignoring me. And I asked her if she had gotten the number of B's former housemate. Which she hadn't.

I would also rather not drive the u-haul myself. and I was hoping that one of the boys would do it, but if I want to do this at say, 10am, I would have to call them prior to that! GRRR. And she told me that she is used to driving big things, and would drive it if we didn't find anyone else.

So then, when we went upstairs to her room there was a message on her machine from B, so she called home and talked to her mother for a very long time, ignoring me while I was in the room. At one point I heard her say that I had realized that B wouldn't be able to carry anything (duh!) and she was whining that all her friends weren't all that strong. And the point of the matter is that I told her this on Wedsday! And THAT'S WHY I FREAKING NEEDED TO GET A HOLD OF B'S HOUSEMATE! But she just ignored me. I even heard her say 'yea' a few times, so I assumed ther must be some sort of good news. and eventually took the phone else where, I don't know where she went.

Then she came back in the room, off the phone, and sits down at her computer. I told her that BB3 wasn't on because of Football, and made a comment that the only reason they were airing it was because this is Indiana and Drew Bres was having his first starting game. I tried telling her who he was, but she just kept blowing me off. She then proceeded to have a conversation with 2 people on AIM ignoring the fact that I'm even in the room. So I got really pissed of and stormed out.

I called B, he wasn't there, but later he returned my call and asked what was wrong, and I told him flat out "your sister pissed me off so bad tonight! I got so mad I fucking stormed out!" ...and he was like "wow you really ARE mad". because I don't swear like that unless I'm really mad. And the I think a bit later I even told him I was "sick of her shit" and he commented again on the cursing.

At one point I brought up that it had seemed that she had good news. So I asked him if he did. And he told me that yes in fact he did have good news, and asked me if I wanted to hear it. Oh course I said yes.

He went in for his follow up appointment with his dr. yesterday, and found out that he really didn't have cancer. What he did have was a sist. BUT That sist is the type that does develope into cancer which is 99% fatal. B is of the 1% able to catch it before it becomes cancerous. The dr. even said that the thing was so small that he shouldn't have even been able to feel it. ......But thank God he did.

Now, .........C KNEW THIS WHEN I WAS THERE, AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING TELL ME! Isn't that something I should know?

So this morning I had class with her and I had calmed down a great deal. But as we were leaving I asked her what the plan was and she told me that she need to clean her room so it would be 'clean and unpacked" when her mom got there and then she needed to go to work.....at which point I mention the fact that we needed to get the truck

and she told me that she wasn't planning on going because she didn't want to drive it. And I told her that she didn't have to drive it, that in a pinch, I would drive it, but I would need someone else to drive me there to pick it up. but she kept telling me that she had to clean her room because she didn't know when her mom would get there. And you know what? I didn't know when my land lord would show up to check the basement! She doesn't seem the least bit concerned that a friend of hers could be evicted and all of her brother's major furniture would be thrown out. So it was around this point that I just had had enough, and I turned around and started walking off, and she asked if I had forgotten something, and I told her "No, I didn't, fuck it I'm just going to do it myself since you obviously don't give a shit". And she said that she did, and I responded "Obviously not" and stormed off.

Now the thing is it takes alot for me to get this angry with someone. I can put up with alot of shit, but once the final straw comes, watch out, I blow up.

The thing is that I can be pretty selfish at times, but over all when it comes to my friends I am very self-less and will do anything for them if they ask me. And I'm not keeping tabs or expecting anything in return, but the truth of the matter is that I will only ask them for things when something is an Urgent matter, and since I don't ask often, and the matter is serious, I expect them to be willing to help me. And that is part of why this upsets me so much. That and she couldn't even fucking tell me that B was better.

But......since I had exhausted all possiblities I went and spoke with my landlored and explained the entire situation, and they exstended my time until monday. But I do have a deposit on a truck and I think I only have it for today, but atleast I don't have to worry about his stuff being thrown out today.