Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

kicking ass at chess!
September 11, 2003 11:15 p.m.

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I just kicked my friend Mike's ASS at chess. Considering that I've had my ass kicked alot lately (primarily by Libby) that I was convinced I sucked (I do...but) It was nice to have someone on the ropes the whole game.

The game lasted about an hour and he was on the run for most of it. He was basicly this annoying little fly buzzing around and every time I'd swat him he'd just narrowly escape.

At one point he started buzzing around my head putting me in check with his Knight, But the thing is I REALLY like it when I can just step the King straight at whatever's putting me in check. just kinda like..."Ah yea? You wanna start somethin'? huh? Come on Bitch! Bring it!"

It made my King very happy when I was able to take that knight. ....He had me in check once with a pawn (he he for most of the game is only real moveable pieces were his Knight and some pawns ...everything else was blocked in place or at risk of being taken). ...Liked stepping toward the pawn too! ....Bitch.

Oh and I love when someone threaten me with a piece and I move the theatened piece maybe one space and threaten the piece that's threatening me. ...I guess that's what I'm doing when I step my king toward the checking piece...but I was referencing this time where he placed his bishop in front of his queen as a mean to threaten my queen, but all I did was move my queen one space, sandwiching his bishop between my queen and his queen. (every guys fantasy).

Finally I got him in checkmate with my queen, a knight, a pawn, and a rook.

Oh and he commented that I brought my Queen out as an assain really early on, like his king had slept with her and not called her back. ...and I was all like "Oooo, right on, Bastard! That'll learn you to fuck with me!"

Yea! I'm glad I won. I'm gonna be giddy about that for a good while.

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