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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
| few random things. July 03, 2002 11:06 p.m. Related Reading Okay a few things before the lab is closed for the 4th....and I leave on a mini vacation with B and C. 1. I have mentally confirmed (meaning this is all circumstancial evidence) that The nice Ceramics boy that I have a small crush on ....chews. and by that I do mean tobacco. ....Can we say "EW!". ....Exactly. Well...he's from Virginia, what was I expecting? I mean....hell, I'd take a smoker over a chewer.....any day. Gross. 2. I only got a light scolding from the NIN diaryring, and applarently I'm not a diaryring whore! Yea! ....I was absolutely conviced I would come in and find a very very angry email from them and to find I had been removed. Hmmmm I had more to tell, but it seems I have forgotten it. oh well, I'm off to watch movies with B before he goes back to South Carolina. ..That's right, he comes back for 3 days and the goes away again for another month. Oh well...I did fine without him for a month, I can live for another month. I have other friends... Ya know, I got to thinking the other day after I wrote my entry on Loving something and letting it go. ..I wrote it specificly with T in mind, but later I starting thinking it could fit my situation with B as well. ...Only there is no worry when he goes away because I know he will be back. I mean, he and C came back in town yesterday for my birthday (that's right I'm now 22). What did they do? they went to the coffeehouse and got his keys (because that's where he told me to leave them). Went to his place and dropped things off, and then came to my place to go out to dinner for my bday. Of course he came back, there is no fear in letting him go. And even if he stays however many hours away, he won't be gone. Anyway, movie time. |
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