Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Apollo himself ..only with dark hair.
February 10, 2003 10:45 p.m.

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So I hate the fact that my diary entries lately have consisted mainly of my hormonal instincts. Eh...but what can I say, I'm a girl ...just can seem to rise above the genes. GD estrogen.

Today I met a guy....a guy so hot he makes every other guy I have ever met look like George W. Bush. I swear to God.

Shoulder length dark hair. GORGEOUS deep blue eyes. ...Great dressing style....AND he's Australian!! ....Fucking Austrailian! ..at least I think he is.

He's also a friend of Pryce, oddly enough. ...And if he's the guy I think she was meaning...he's a big fan of Trainspotting! And what's interesting is the reason the subject came up is a friend of mine mentioned he was reading it...and Pryce said her that her friend is really into it....I didn't realize that her friend was sitting close by...Anyway so I started talking to my friend about this book,..asking him questions...asking him what he thought about certain things...how far he was in the book....had he read a certain part yet.... ..And then shortly after this Apollo of a man introduces himself to me. He had an amazing hand shake....and said it was a pleasure to meet me. ....Mmm most definately have to ask my friend about him!!!