nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Andrew Concert
January 26, 2002 3:55 a.m.


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Just got back from Andrew's concert. So amazing! Wow...no words can decribe. That man is just so beautiful,...I mean,..it truely is such a beautiful person. the most humble man on earth really.

he performed numerous songs from the new record (so can't wait for it. I read somewhere that it came out on the 28, then I read the 18th, and now I've heard the 28th again, grrr got my hops all up...

anyway, he played this one song which,...wow, hit me so hard. I'm sure I'll type up the lyrics as soon as I get them...but basicly Andrew was saying that we live in an age where it is so great to be an individual,...Everyone is so individual...yet,..at the same time that leaves so many things left solely up to us to figure out. And he also said that it was this individuality and makes us all very lonely. (he is exactly right) and that because of this we are all out there constantly searching for someone to love us, and this causes us to settle for things that we don't want, or aren't right fgr us,....and I'm just sittingthere stunned becaue it's like that right there is my life.

He also redid the lyrics to Coming to Life adding this who new part about Becareful what you pray for, you just might get it, If you pray for prayer, that means you will have thigns you need to pray for, ....then a few other things which were awesome, I just for get them, ...and lastly Love, most importently love, because love is the most wonderful thing, it's worth all of the pain that it can bring..... and I was just sittin' there,....Andrew man....story of my life.

There's more on the concert that I might write about,...but that's all that I wanted to get out tonight,...I'm really sleepy.....3 1/2 hour drive, there 3 hours back, 2 and a half hour concert...I'm serious beat.

night yo.


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