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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 new journal from Andrew of the Normals7-27-01 12:24 p.m. Related Reading Andrew from the Normals current journal posting...love the Andrew...Anyway...be inspired. I personally identify with so much he has to say. btw...I decided to edit down...removed everythign that had to do with that band...and just Andrew's words of wisdom. For week of 7-10-01 Hello Everyone, Well, that's about it for the band. As for me, I am struggling, fighting, winning and losing, changing, but not fast enough, and looking for glimpses of glory and love wherever I can find them. I've rediscovered reading and found some good new records. I've been in quite a slump for a while, pretty much overcome with sadness and fear, and the Lord has been, and still is, faithful to overcome that, to overcome ME, and make a beautiful thing out of this piece of trash I know I am. I'm writing some things that are exciting me. And I am living, crashing into every hard, sad, good and beautiful thing in my path, or near to it, and God is doing good things! I seem to try to get in the way more often than anything else, but He has promised that He who has begun a good work will be faithful to complete it, and sometimes I can't see it at all, other times I feel it rumbling like an earthquake deep inside of me, pushing me forward to try again and again. Ah, and someday we will reflect His Glory in every move of every muscle driven by every thought or instinct, and, by His grace, we will get it all right!!! Praise God! And pray for me, as I pray for you, and we wade through depths and shallows alone and together. Thank you, we'll see you all again soon. God bless... Grace and Truth Andrew |
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