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| nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME --Wurdz by Otep Shamaya |
 alternate dimentionSeptember 01, 2003 2:10 a.m. Related Reading Slowly but surely I am becoming more motived. I stayed up all last night unpacking...though it's hard to really notice how much I really got done. I think the reason it's been really hard for me to adjust is because none of this feels real. I'm really in denial that this is the reality of my life. If you read my profile recently you should have seen the Andrew song "We were so sure we would change the world". While the whole song seems fitting of my life right now, but one line really seems to define it. "Well, it seems I closed my eyes and awoke in another life" It's almost like when I had my encounter with the tornado it fucked with my life....sent me to a different dimention. That was the real turning point in my life recently. ..It was that night when I made my first unreturned call to jeff. This is not the life I'm supposed to be living. I'm supposed to be still dating Jeff. I'm supposed sharing a studio with my friends from high school. I'm supposed to have a certain job. I guess I'm just hoping everyday that I'll wake up and this all would have been a dream and I'm back where I'm supposed to be. |
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