Raven's has a very unusual lower zone y loop. If the data input is correct, Raven's y or g is large and has triangle shape to the lower loop. This is not a common trait, but the implications are very interesting. As you begin to study handwriting analysis, you will learn any loop indicates imagination. This lower loop indicates the amount of imagination Raven has regarding sex and physical things. Her lower zone stroke is large, so her sexual imagination is large and open. Furthermore, because the loop has a triangle shape, this indicates a particular curiosity with certain aspects of sexuality. In a nutshell, Raven is open to some very new ideas sexually and is willing to try anything once. I'd say Raven is quite a dynamic and playful lover. Watch out world!

Raven exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Raven allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Raven has a vivid imagination.

Raven is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Raven is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Because Raven has zigzag'ed shaped 'm' and 'n' hump, Raven is an analytical thinker. Her mind sifts and examines facts. She interprets all facts by separating them, breaking them down, and organizing them from a critical point of view. This pattern of clarifying facts contributes to her strong reasoning ability. Raven's mind is constantly analyzing all situations that she encounters.

Regarding honesty, she is basically honest with a tendency to lie in certain circumstances. This results from a combination of secretiveness (the desire to keep things private) and self deceit (the desire to not accept something in her life at the moment). She deliberately strays from or evades the truth. She feels the truth is not what she wants people to know. This is not always bad. Have you ever known a good secretary that could not say "the Boss isn't in", when the Boss is standing next to the phone? When Raven is in a position that she can't find a truthful way out, she might prevaricate.

Raven is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Raven has difficulty making decisions. Her mind changes constantly. She lives in an emotional tug of war. Raven could be described like a thermometer. Today warm and friendly, yet tomorrow she may be distant and cold, not wanting to be close to anyone. Some research indicates that people with a severe variety in the slant of their handwriting have an inability to tolerate sugar and are suffering the side-effects of too much sugar in their diet. If moods swings are a reoccurring issue, investigate the diet. If Raven encounters a situation she cannot handle she frequently pulls into herself. She feels her emotions are secure if she is withdrawn. When she has solved the problem she can be very outgoing and again need other people's companionship. Some see Raven as very moody, but it it would be more accurate to say she has two complete personalities that she chooses depending on the circumstance. This type of person is often hard to understand because no one knows what personality she is exhibiting today. She may not be bothered by something one minute, then the next minute become upset at the same thing. It is very difficult to pin down Raven's emotional expressiveness.

People that write very large tend to be very social and friendly. It seems Raven has this type of writing. This indicates a need for people and a particular natural ability to socialize and be the life of the party. Now, if Raven also has specific fears (like fear of criticism or fear of trust) then she will deny she is the life of the party, because fear has overcome her natural inclination to be social. People with large handwriting tend to be effective at anything that requires interaction with lots of people. she is a people person.

Raven can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

Spurred into Action
August 30, 2005 2:23 p.m.

I went to pick up my art work from Rose Hulman. The curator recently being all mean to me. Sending me threats, and short bitchy emails. When we got there I expected to see him, to get to talk to him, to appologize in person for it taking me awhile to pick them up. But he wasn't there, he had apparently go to lunch. He all my work waiting in front of his office to be pick up. I don't know why it bothered me but it did, There they sat on the floor like sex crime victims. all used up and then just idolly set aside.

As my father went to move the truck to the loading area I ventured up the stairs. This was the hallway where the Large Format show was displayed, I figured it would still be going on.

It wasn't.

Instead I started noticing amazing piece after amazing piece by this girl I went to school. we was incredibly good, and these new pieces were so good I wanted to throw up. I think I quit looking at 4. I had to get out of there.

It was such a punch in the gut. The Curator and now adopted her, and it seems he had given her a solo exhibition. How did something I had apparently failed to do. It really was a crushing ego blow. ...that combined with being exhausted for getting up at such and early hour, I felt so ill. I wanted to give up, quit fighting.

and the funny thing is that before I went to look at her work I was staring at might realizing how good it was, how those pieces were much better than I remembered.

Funny how things work.

And when I got home I was confronted by the pieces I'm working on now, and how looking at her work made me feel like they were so adolesant. ..but when I saw them again, I realized that they are good. And I always work best with completion. Always. She and I used to always step head to head, We even talked about this. We both pushed one another to do even better work, I don't see how this shouldn't be the case now.

I guess why it was so unexpected is that when I graduated ...the work she was doing then was alright, but nothing brillent. I thought she had lost her edge and her drive when she got married, her was suffering,.....But now it is so amazing good! I think I need to get back in touch with her.

I bought a sketchbook lately. I felt the need to have something to write and draw in again, and collect things. ...things that inspire me,

I've beedn really into the idea of the power of the woman. I've been looking at a lot of Artemisia Gentileschi

And doing portraits of strong woman, at least I want to.

And of course my being spurred into action by Otep.