Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

Mary Reilly
December 06, 2003 12:13 a.m.

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Okay I'm getting far to lame for my own good.

I went out dancing last night, stayed out late....got hit on a few times...

but I'm lame because that's not the entry I'm excited to write...thought now I might right it eventually.

So again? why am I lame? I'm doing another film review. The Julia Roberts Film, Mary Reilly. Yes this is another film that I just could not get enough of and everyone else in the world hated.

I had heard horrible things about it ever since it came out...but it always fasinated me and had the intention to watch it. So tonight when I saw it was on and nothing else sounded appealing, I decided to watch it.

for some reason, I don't know why but I was drawn in very quickly. I was just so intrigued...I can't see how it was decribed as boring by so many people! I became so irritated everytime it would cut to commercial I am also pretty sure that there were so signficant things edited out....I have half a mind to go rent to tomorrow.

and the thing that go me was how incredibly sexy John Malcovich was as Hyde!!! Oh my god! Who knew? I just could not get enough of it.

And honestly, if there was every a sadomasochistic relationship in a film.... I couldn't help but think that J/H was exactly what I want. Now granted I don't want a guy who actually kills people....lets be realistic, but I want a guy who can speak kindly to me and be intellectual, and the the next mmmmmm well be primal and instinctual and aggressive and domineering.

Plus with me being the analytical freak I am, I was all about the psychological conversations, trying to pinpoint why be are the way they are and why they do the things they do.....so this was right up my alley.

Oh and paging Dr. Fraud Hyde is so similar to her father. that's and interesting touch.

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