Raven in Green again..

nothings changed the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane, and every day, is a new strain of slaughter, supply lines are less protected, evil on all sides, eye can smell the death on your flesh--creeping in, trapped within the twisting fingers of fear, and all eye see is ewe, that face, those eyes, burning like leprosy, eye can see u there poisoning the air, prostituing Nationalism, and eye want to attack, to rip out your heart and lay you flat on your back, and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory...and hate guides our way, eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back, for the acceptance of death and blind cave war, the giving sleep of depression, the sweet elucidation of savage meaningless agression, chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples, in the harem tents--outside, just beyond the edges--eye ride, a cycoptic mare in the fires of imagination. feeding my disease, a river of plagues, eye need something to remind me I'm still sinning that pain is important, that wurdz matter, that healing is possible, that eye am not alone ...in this --guard the houses--triple the watch,--Maidens, dig up your sorcery --sirens, sharpen your rocks..ewe will eat my pain again. whatever you need unite messiah ME

--Wurdz by Otep Shamaya

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March 11, 2005 4:59 a.m.

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I am tired, and it is late, so I think this entry will just be a few short statements.

First off, it really sucks to have to stop really hot sex because you don't want to be late for work. I mean, honestly, who wants to be at work when they can be having hot sex.

2. Hot sex is good.

Oh, I had a discussion with people at work a few days ago. ..yes, it was sex related. ...it was along the lines of what is considered sex, an what isn't and what is cheating, and what is not. They were of the opinion that if it's not penis in vagina than it's not sex, and therefore not cheating. ...I'm of the opinion that sex is sex is sex. Now...maybe I'm of the opinion that I am still a virgin because I have not had penis in my vagina, but I have had hot sex. ...when they were telling me that those other things weren't sex...my response was that they weren't doing it right. ..and really, if you're not doing it right then what's the point? if you aren't completely exhausted, drained, and covered in sweat and cum,...what is the point? ..and yes you can get that from sex that doesn't involve penis in vagina. ...by their definition my boyfriend could go do all those things he has done with me.....with someone else...and it wouldn't be considered cheating. ...I disagree. I would consider it cheating. and ...the same thing in reverse, I'm sure if I went and did those things with someone else....he would consider it cheating.

people are so closed minded in there idea of sex.

I learned from Bill Mahar that that there are those whose religion says it is okay to have anal sex with your wife if she agrees...but it is immoral to play chess with her. Anal Sex good, Chess Bad.

(Distroying demons good, killing people bad)

got that?

And much yea for friends....they are good to have when you are in a weird neortic mood and jumping to the wrong conclusions about things. It's funny, I talked to B on the phone this evening, funny how we have a tendency to have these long phone conversations that last so much longer than intended. yea for friends.

Anyway, time for Buffy and Sex. ..I mean. Sleep. Damn I have sex on the brain. ...must mean I want to be having it. Alas, I'm alone in bed tonight.

well...I might have to share it with a cat.

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